haha, so the novelty of starting all over with pastel smash wore off as soon as i went to delete all my files. i couldn’t do it! then i got some supportive comments telling me not to delete anything. so i didn’t! instead i just spent my time creating this new nifty layout, and went through the whole site changing the way i code my site layouts. not that you care.

haha, well earlier today i got a little scare. i thought my myspace was hacked & deleted. thankfully it wasn’t. myspace was just playing games with me.

i just got back from vacation. it was fun, the best part had to be tuesday when my family and i went white water rafting in the mountains. our guide was totally cute. i now have a huge crush on him, he’s got the best personality of anyone i’ve ever met. too bad he lives like 2 hours away. and has a girlfriend. dammit!

it’s so completely miserable in my house, our air conditioner has been broken for all of summer, we’ve just had open windows to cool the house down. unfortunately my room is the hottest in the house. always is. no matter what time of day, month, or year it’s always hot in here. i have to have my bedroom door propped open 24/7 to try and help circulate some air. at night sometimes i can’t fall asleep because it’s so stuffy and humid. it’s driving me insane.

my mom and dad were planning on fixing it after we got back from vacation, until my dad found out he’s losing his job in september. the place where he works is closing down, and now i don’t know whether we’re ever going to get the ac fixed, it’s going to cost a million dollars apparently and right now my mom and dad are focusing on saving whatever money they can to have when my dad loses his paycheck. oh, joy!

i just got the twilight soundtrack last week, and i love it sincerely.
plus i’ve got 200 or so pages left in breaking dawn and i’m not letting myself finish it ever, because i don’t want it to be over. it can’t be over! edward! bella! jacob! renesmee! carlisle! esme! alice! emmett! jasper! rosalie! charlie! renee! come back! come back!

so i’m now becoming an avid twitter-er. i’ve even got the app downloaded onto my blackberry. i’ve made it my goal to get to 10K friends this week, i’ve gone from 6.8 to 8 already. it sure is hard work, though! i’m also really avid in making new layouts i’ve made 3 new layout sections within the last week, which is fun. i love layouts. (:
i’m also in the process of putting together a portfolio, not for the web for higher education and career. i just have to learn what the heck i’m doing, and how i’m supposed to do it. it should be fun, though.
happy early memorial day! i’m excited for it, because our family is having a big get together at my sister’s house, and i hope to take my camera and get some amazing pictures!
i’ve changed the layout because someone on myspace brought to my attention that the picture of mary-kate olsen looked like a rather disturbing image, and ever since she showed me that picture, when i looked at it i was reminded of the one she showed me. lol. so i’ve done a new mk layout, i’ve been really into mary-kate and ashley pictures lately, i honestly think they are the most gorgeous people in hollywood. so that’s why i’ve been producing a mk & a blowout. haha.
so i’m thinking hopefully my father and i are going to get started on the surprise due up in december, he brought the subject up again, so obviously he’s wondering when we’re gonna start working on it.
school’s almost out for me, it would have been out for me last friday if i wouldn’t have had to have surgery and be out for over a week. now i have to take exams tuesday and wednesday, luckily i can just take them then leave so they are really just half days, but they are still making us get up before the roosters to take the exams which sucks and will probably hurt my test taking skills. lol.
i’m in such a mood for a vacation. i need to getaway! lol. luckily, i’ll be able to get away next month, well less than a month now, thank god. (:
by the way, i feel like a new woman. (: lol. i got a hair cut, and then i colored it. i’ve got short dark hair now, i did have long light hair, lol. big change. i like it better though. the funny thing is though the week i got it cut is also the week i went back to school, and the second day i was back we were outside ALL day, while it was 80+ degrees and the sun was barreling down on me. i got SUNBURN, so sunburn, it was horrible. the ironic thing was if i still had all the hair i did, i wouldn’t have gotten more than half of the sunburn i did. lol.
by the way, my mom and dad bought me dane cook’s isolated incident, i just wanted to tell you all and make you all jealous. ahahah. i love dane cook.
do you guys know how old dane cook is? dane is 37! can you believe that? i couldn’t i had to google it and re-google it over and over. i was shocked. he looks like he’s in his 20’s! the moral of that story is i want him. lol. i want a 37 year old. i’m gonna marry that hottie. he’s only 19 years older than me.
 
changing everyday in every possible way!so, i’m gonna update this blog, i just have a few things i’d like to share. first off, tomorrow is it for me school wise, i have 2 exams to take then i’m out for summer! thank god! (: also, i’m inspiring my niece to make her own layout site, i was teaching her some coding today, i couldn’t really tell whether she was into it or not, sometimes it seemed like she was, sometimes it didn’t. i’ll have to probe further in the subject, any way her site’s name is zip zap layouts. she came up with it, and as far as i googled no such zip zap has come across. hopefully, it stays that way. you can add her here if you’d like! she’d like to up her friend count from 4. lol. also, i’ve added music back to the site. just hover over the psmash link and click the ‘listen to music!?‘ link! some good tunes up there! (: listen while you’re browsing the site, or as you are doing your homework. i do! (:
also, the change has finally occurred. spontaneously none the less, but occurred either way. i’m officially a firefox kid. i ♥ you firefox.

sorry guys, i got sick. that’s why it’s been a while since i’ve been updating, chatting, etc.
last saturday i got a really bad gallbladder attack, it’s this thing that’s happened to me on and off since october, i’ll get really bad cramps in my upper abdomen, then nausea/vomiting ensue. they usually go away within a short period of time, i can sort of sleep them off considering they used to only happen at night, but as far as saturday went, it’s the first time it started getting worse throughout the day.
i ended up having to go to the urgent care, and the doctor ran some blood and scheduled me for a followup with my regular doctor. then, she ended up scheduling me for an ultrasound of my abdomen and got me an appointment with a surgeon. the surgeon ended up just taking a look at my ulrasound pictures, and asking me some questions, then poking around my abdomen and she’s like you’re going to need surgery. within the next couple days. so she left the room, and did her thing and the next thing you know i was scheduled for surgery the next morning, i was petrified and grossed out they gave us this booklets on the surgery, and it’s all i could think about the night before.
it really was so shocking how sudden everything was. i mean i saw different doctors from the span of saturday-tuesday, not to mention all the people i was with in the OR.


i’m off school for a little over a week, and off work for two weeks. the only bad thing is all the school work i have to do. who knows if i’ll even get around to it! i mean i have to i guess, but it’s so overwhelming.


i don’t know if i’ll get time to reply to all the old comments and stuff, but i’ll try.
i want you all to know there should be some updates coming up, considering surgery has given me all this time off.

but it can’t say the million things i wanna say. -ryan cabrera.
well, well, well, happy easter ya’ll. i’m about 19 minutes too early, but so what. (:
ohhh, well not too much has been going on with me, i got the sudden urge to redo my room, now it’s painted a beautiful tangerine thanks to much help from my mommy. haha. so that’s been taking up some of my time. the rest of my time is going to… yup, you guessed it: work and school. darn them.
i get a vacation this weekend. my extended family and i are renting a big cabin in the mountains and it’s gonna be fun! can’t wait! hopefully my daddy will bring his laptop so i can still check up on the site. if not, i’ll still have my trusty blackberry.
i’m determined to pick up a new hobby, photography. i love picture taking, always have, but i’m just now seeing how much talent and ever developing passion for it. my sister inspired the change back in october, and in december is when it all came together for me. now my mom’s bragging about it to every one, and asking me to take pictures of my sister, cousin, and her and my dad. it makes me feel good. i hope this summer i have a bunch of time to take a gazillion pictures. (:
man, i just now realize how stuck up i sounded there, honestly i’m not trying to. i’m just excited about it.
another big development i have to announce is that i’ve got a new favorite show, it’s called ‘i didn’t know i was pregnant’ and has really interestingly shockingly unbelievable stories about women who… you guessed it: didn’t know they were pregnant. it’s awesome. lol.
i just got back from bowling, which was fun, my sister, brother-in-law, nephews, niece, and cousin went, i got three or four strikes in 3 different games, which was shocking. quite frankly, i don’t know what my problem is with bowling, i mean i love it, but i roll about 75% gutter balls, 15% spares, and 10% strikes. it’s wierd.

i was tagged by josh, and i tag jessica, cheri, and quynh. (:

start.
1. Why did you choose your site’s name?
- answer: well, i was on the school bus one day and my nephew, who i was sitting beside trying to get on his nerves a bit, was reading a book, and then it had the word smash in it, and i was like darn, smash is such a cool word, then i was thinking of other cool words and then i saw the word pastel in his book also, who knows what kind of book he was reading but it helped start pastel smash. (:

2. What is your favorite color combination so far?
- Answer: i love orange and gray. i used that in several of my premade website layouts.

3. Who is your favorite Friend online? Why?
- Answer: probably karla, because she helped me out so much when i first started getting serious about web design, i learned a lot through her brilliant tutorials.

4. Who is your favorite chatmate?
- Answer: once again probably karla. (:

something personal.
1. How many boyfriends have you had since birth?
- Answer: one, and one almost. i’m really shy, and where i live not many guys are worth the effort. it’s sad.

2. Do you have boyfriend? If yes, are you serious and happy with him?
- Answer: well in my dreams miles austin and i are hot and heavy, just kidding. kind of. lol. no, no boyfriend. (i’m single, miles!)

3. When was your first kiss?
- Answer: umm, probably like 3 or 4.

4. What was your feeling?
- Answer: adored. at the time we were getting married. haha.

about your country.
1. Where did you came from?
- Answer: born and raised in the usa. i’ve been out of the country a couple times, but hated it each time, forget the tropical sandy beaches give me the us.

2. Then what’s the nationality?
- Answer: last time i checked it was american, who knows it could have changed.

3. What’s the official language?
- Answer: well, actually i thought i paid attention for a millisecond in history once, and i remember hearing that there is no official language. maybe i made it up though, who knows?

4. How many languages can you speak? What are they?
- Answer: fluent in english, and novice (or less than) in espanol.

5. Are you proud of your country?
- Answer: yeah.

last set of questions.
1. What’s your hairstyle?
- Answer: well, now it’s up in a ponytail because i just got off work, usually it’s straight, scrunched, or curled, always with a side part. i’m also exploring colors, now i’m an auburn, but later this week hopefully something else.

2. What’s your beauty style?
- Answer: usually dark eyes light lips. sometimes i mix it up and go for the au natural look.

3. What’s your clothing style?
- Answer: classy, i love getting things from everywhere and putting them all together for a great, audrey hepburn, sophisticated look.

4. Anything else you want to say?
- Answer: I think this quiz is too long.

hey, peeps!
so i have exciting news, my very creative and humorous brother-in-law has opened his own very unique site, angrydrunkmom.com, it’s a site where he shares with the world angry drunk rantings of his alcoholic mother, everything on the site is super funny, and you can listen to actual messages his mom leaves in his voicemail 24/7. be sure to check out his site, add it to your favorites, tell your buddies, make a big hooplah over it. haha. (:
 
so i promise i’m still working on a bunch of stuff for the site, i’ll be putting it up slowly, due to the fact i’m still having to work and go to school and blah, blah, blah. i hope you all saw that heath won his oscar last sunday, i was so happy, and i was damn ready to make a big scene if he didn’t, but he won it, he won it, he won it! i’m so happy. i miss him. don’t you?
 
fun fact: i got a new graphics card for my computer, and a new keyboard, which can only means you are going to be seeing a lot more graphics and layouts, asap. i’ll blog more later.
 
visit: angry drunk mom.
 
here i am, waiting to hold you.so as promised i’m trying to get the big surprise due up in december/january going. i hope that this summer i’ll be able to really get things going, right now things have to be scheduled between work and school, which leaves me feeling like i have no time to do what i really want. you know?
anywho, i hope to be able to give you a hint as to what the surprise is next blog, i’ll have to think of a good vague one. hahaha. this summer i can tell you i will be bringing a huge expansion to psmash, you’ll all love it i’m sure, although what i am most excited for is the december/january surprise. (:
i hope you will all feel it’s worth the wait.