my name is melinda. i love a lot of things, including love itself. unfortunately, i tend to fall in love way too easily. i can't help it. i'm a nice kid. creative in every aspect. i try and make the best of things when the moment comes around. i'm spontaneous. i don't like planning things in advanced because i know things will never turn out the way they are supposed to.
i adore music, movies, and all forms of entertainment. whether it's listening to bob dylan, watching where the heart is, or listening to a cute boy tell a joke, i'm there. anytime, everytime. i tend to feel overwhelmed a lot. mostly about my love life, or lack there of. there have been two major boys in my life who inspire me at any given time to rant my feelings for them. so when that time comes, my mind is racing full of thoughts, memories, speculation, hope, and everything else you could possibly imagine. i can't focus on anything else. i grab a pen and some paper, or my computer and write or type away. so far have about 20 potential good novels, and i'm only 18. if i had the patience to write them all through and through, i'd be a bagillionaire, everyone would know my name like stephenie meyer.
i'm very picky, very cautious, and most of the time scared of the unknown. i try to turn everything i do into perfection. i try to keep the progress turning instead of letting things fly into slack mode. i love technology, i've got a blackberry, and am currently saving for a hp 17" laptop. i go big. i hate small things. my purses are always overnight sized or travel sized. my phones are always bulky, along with my zune and my 19" monitor.
i hate to follow trends, but i love to set them. i really hate hype. so if something is being talked about incessently, i try to stay far away. i had to be bribed from my sister to read twilight, then when it came to breaking dawn i abruptly stopped 200 pages before the end, because i couldn't let it end! knowing there would be no continuation after breaking dawn despite the half written rough draft midnight sun. i'm now a twiholic. proudly so.
i love family. friends are okay, but for me my family are my best friends, and now that i think of that it's the same way for most of them. maybe for me it's because i was raised with brothers-in-law and cousins being best friends. so i kind of picked it up, or maybe it's because i've never really been close enough to a 'friend' for them to be a best friend. oh, well. life is life, right?
i love vintage. i'm old hollywood at heart. i was born with jazz and standards in my heart. frank sinatra is cosmically my godfather, and bob dylan is cosmically my best friend. marilyn is cosmically my sister, and judy is cosmically my grandmother. leonardo is cosmically my boyfriend. heath ledger is cosmically my brother, my best friend, my role model, my everything, my something i could never life without, my inspiration. (;
i also live for the 90s.
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