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so things are slowly starting to get better, nothing has changed, but i have had more time to sort through all my thoughts of everything that’s been going on. i’m trying to keep the site updated as much as humanly possible, so there should be lots more content randomly appearing soon. i am obsessed with this layout because, to me it reminds me of the old pastel smash days, i love that feeling.

so i just wanted to touch base on a couple of things, first of all i would like to admit, and am encouraging others to admit, that i’m obsessed with supernatural, i never got into the show until a couple of months ago, and now it’s the thing i look forward to monday-friday courtesy of tnt. (: if you are a supernatural superfan, who’s your favorite character. mine has to be sam, with dean followed very closely behind.

when i first started to watch it i thought dean was my favorite, until i had a dream about hanging out with sam and dean, but instead of throwing myself all over dean, i was totally infatuated with sam. lmao. speaking of dreams, i don’t know if any of you have experienced this before, but i would to mention that last night and quite frequently i have dreams that as cinderella would say are ‘a wish your heart makes, when you’re fast asleep’.

these dreams really must be coming directly from my heart, because they are so true to what my heart knows, and what it wishes. waking up after a dream like that is instantly depressing. to have everything you want and need so perfectly presenting itself in dreamland, waking up is like you lost it all in an instant, in some cases losing at all again first in reality, then in your subconscious.

if you would like to make me smile by commenting, say whatever you like, or talk about your supernatural obsession, or even your experiences in dreamland. thanks for reading. ♥

Sunday, February 6th, 2011 @ 02:26 PM.

18 comments so far.

  1. Owen says:

    I’m not alone, haha. Yeah! None of mine are pleasant :P

    Ah, not so good! :P I remember having todo that ages ago! It took so long, I used to have nearly 1,000 pages!

    It’s been OK, haven’t really done much.

  2. Amber says:

    Wow, thank you! That really made my day, thank you for sharing that (:

    I know how you feel about the dreaming thing. :P I always have like amazing dreams where I am incredibly happy and living on my own with lots of money then I wake up and it’s all over and i’m like “… oh.”

  3. Amber says:

    Yes, I know exactly how that feels. I have these strange dreams that I can almost feel as if it were really happening. Another thing though, is I have sleep apnea so sometimes I actually do stop breathing in my sleep. only reason I wake up is because i’m suffocating. it hasn’t happened in a while though, but my boyfriend will tell me in the morning that he thought I stopped breathing a few times and that he stayed awake to make sure I was still alive.

  4. Owen says:

    Haha :P

    Yeah, haha, it’s extremely repetitive.

    I hope not! :P

  5. Amber says:

    It’s terrifying because it’s like ‘hope I don’t suffocate and die tonight’. :\ I can only imagine being the one watching someone with sleep apnea.

  6. Lubna says:

    Haha yaaay!! High fives for having the same taste in clothes :D Yep, hope I get these clothes or at least some of them. Awww, it’s okay, really, you’re welcome. :)

    Haha, I’ve only watched a few episodes of Supernatural and it kind of reminds me of Heroes, although not completely lol. I’ve dreamed of my obsessions several times. There was this one time when I was 10 or so, and I became so obsessed with Jennifer Lopez for some odd reason, and I ended up dreaming that I met her and we took pictures together, ahahaha. It was so depressing when I woke up later :(

    Hmmm…About those dreams from the heart, ever thought perhaps they’re a sign??:D Hahaha maybe or maybe not, but yep, they also make me depressed when I wake up. They feel so real while we’re asleep and once we wake up, everything goes back to normal. -,-

    Oh and before I forget, glad things are looking up for you :)

  7. Ashley says:

    Good to hear that things are starting to get better! :) And I LOVE this layout! It looks awesome!

    As for Supernatural… I haven’t been watching it like I used to. I have a lot of catching up to do, but I am a fan. I LOVE Dean. Mostly because he’s super hot, but I do like his character as well. :D

    I have really super weird dreams most of the time. I have a lot of bad dreams about being chased, somebody coming after me/my family. :( I think that’s because my biggest fear is something happening to my family. But some of my dreams are just plain funny. lol

  8. Shiri says:

    I always get confused with sam and dean, which one is which. Because jared padalecki played DEAN in gilmore girls.. and..yeah.. so i always think he’s dean in supernatural aswell but he’s sam, right? :)

  9. candace says:

    i loooooveee yourrr siteeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

  10. Lubna says:

    Haha, glad I made your day then. :D
    Oh, I see then. Well keep track of those dreams, maybe if you put them all together they can mean something?? Hahah I sound like a psychiatrist I know. :p

  11. Tiffany says:

    Love the new layout! And mhm I never really watched Supernatural. Isn’t Jared Palakestein (sp?) in it? I remember him in Gilmore girls lol I use to watch that show when I was younger. I always thought he was Rory’s best boyfriend, well Milo was pretty good too. She always got cute guys before they got big lol

    I hope your offline life gets better! And thank you! Yes I agree with you 100%, it all depemnds on what makes Me or you happy lol Like whatever I like I’ll do. I like commenting people. I know a lot of people do not anymore. I will always have more stress on my offline life than online. But of course there are those special ones who I love online and cross over to the offline side when we meet!

  12. sade says:

    haha, awh a dream about supernatural :)
    I always wondered about the science of dreams :P
    might just google up now, or maybe leave it to God.
    well I am doing fabulous ! melinda, how bout you? i’m really just waiting till summer to focus more on my photography but apart from that everything is good:)

    xx sade

  13. James says:

    I would say my Supernatural obsession would be from the show Being Human, the BBC version, the ghost, Annie, shes my favorite supernatural character EVER! Just because she has an awesome personality and really embraces being a ghost lol.

  14. jessani says:

    agreed. sam on supernatural is so hawwwt! so is dean!

  15. SANDY! says:

    hey, haven’t talked in a long time! if you don’t remember, i’m an old affiliation of yours(: i love love love the new layout! i’ve heard of supernatural, but i haven’t seen it yet because i don’t have cable :( ah well. i’m glad to hear that you are better!

  16. melinda says:

    awh, yes i remember you sandy!

    thank you very much!

    i’ve missed our talks!

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