Posts Tagged ‘updates’

please speak well of me.

Tuesday, January 31st, 2012

hello, my darlings! once again i wonder how life has it’s little way of hindering your plans and intentions. i never intended to be absent from blogging or the site for the past few months, but like i said life has it’s own plans!

so much has happened lately! i’ve been so incredibly busy with college and work, i don’t even know where to start! in the last blog i had just informed you i had finally found a job as a server after months of being unemployed after getting fired at McDonald’s (best thing that ever happened, lol.) i absolutely hated serving, and i was fortunate enough to get a job with my cousin that is more like a desk job, (which i love, well parts of it anyways.) for a two week period there is was working both part time jobs and going to school full time, which was simply horrible! i feel sorry for anyone who has to do something like that all the time, i had no time to sleep or study or to even do homework!

i’ve also had a rocky road going on in the personal relationship department, which for awhile there really got to me, but the fantabulous news is, i have tackled my problems head on! i feel better than i have in over a year! like i’ve mentioned twice already, life, it certainly has it’s way of getting to you! these days, though i’m so much more like i used to be, which is a great thing. i feel like that little chip on my shoulder that everyone seems to get every now and then is simply gone. i’m so much more happy and content with everything.

being happy and content is a tricky feeling though, because if you’re like me you start to wonder how long will it last. how long will it be until you find yourself back in a bad position? don’t you just want to kick those thoughts right out of your head? i know i wish i could.

i have basically decided i pretty much hate college. haha. last semester my grades were not the best, i had more academic type classes then. for the first part of the semester i had all a’s, then i had to start working two jobs while going to school full time for a two week period, and since i had no time to study or do homework i fell way behind and never really caught up, but luckily for me somehow i passed!

this semester my classes are more like electives, including a class on photoshop and wait for it… web design. my teacher for those two classes (the same guy) has no idea what he’s doing. i have to contain myself from being over dramatic about how he ‘teaches’. he will literally sit there in silence for fifteen minutes while reading the book then ‘teach’ us something for five minutes and do it all over again. even the kids in the class who have not used photoshop or have designed a web page can tell he’s got no idea what he’s doing. it’s quite frustrating.

work on the other hand is great! i actually find myself looking forward to work these days! i mean the job isn’t super glamorous or anything, but my co-workers (most of them) are amazing. i have so much fun there sometimes it almost seems criminal.


in website news, i have added a gallery to the site which is where all the retouched photos, desktop wallpapers, and blends will be kept from now on. check it out here! ♥

remember me. don’t forget me.

Sunday, February 6th, 2011

gotta love ben kweller!

so things are slowly starting to get better, nothing has changed, but i have had more time to sort through all my thoughts of everything that’s been going on. i’m trying to keep the site updated as much as humanly possible, so there should be lots more content randomly appearing soon. i am obsessed with this layout because, to me it reminds me of the old pastel smash days, i love that feeling.

so i just wanted to touch base on a couple of things, first of all i would like to admit, and am encouraging others to admit, that i’m obsessed with supernatural, i never got into the show until a couple of months ago, and now it’s the thing i look forward to monday-friday courtesy of tnt. (: if you are a supernatural superfan, who’s your favorite character. mine has to be sam, with dean followed very closely behind.

when i first started to watch it i thought dean was my favorite, until i had a dream about hanging out with sam and dean, but instead of throwing myself all over dean, i was totally infatuated with sam. lmao. speaking of dreams, i don’t know if any of you have experienced this before, but i would to mention that last night and quite frequently i have dreams that as cinderella would say are ‘a wish your heart makes, when you’re fast asleep’.

these dreams really must be coming directly from my heart, because they are so true to what my heart knows, and what it wishes. waking up after a dream like that is instantly depressing. to have everything you want and need so perfectly presenting itself in dreamland, waking up is like you lost it all in an instant, in some cases losing at all again first in reality, then in your subconscious.

if you would like to make me smile by commenting, say whatever you like, or talk about your supernatural obsession, or even your experiences in dreamland. thanks for reading. ♥

and you sang sail to me, sail to me.

Tuesday, January 18th, 2011

alright. it’s time for some major site changes. (:

first off, i brought back the dropdown navigation. we will see how long that lasts, as long as it works for everyone and you guys know how to navigate the site it might stay. secondly, i’m more than seriously considering dropping all my myspace stuff. layouts, contact tables, comment boxes and everything specific to myspace. i’ll keep the graphics. i don’t know what use all the layouts are sitting here on the site. it really upsets me everything myspace has done to itself over the past years. it went from truly being a good contester against facebook to trying too hard and finally slitting its own wrists to slowly watch it’s users fail to care about it anymore. it’s insane how hard myspace is trying, not even just that i logged on for old times’ sake yesterday and was astounded at how slow it was. it makes me sad to think of the summer days i spent many years ago learning how to code so i could make myspace layouts, and now here i am about to trash my hundreds of layouts because there is no point in re-learning myspace code AGAIN, because they’ll just change it as soon as you get it down, and no one cares anymore.

it appreciate feedback on deleting the myspace content, it’s a huge decision.

in other news, saturday, january 22, is the third anniversary of heath ledger’s death. a sad day. i’d like it if you all took some time out of that day to remember heath’s amazing cinema presence by simply watching one of his movies. you won’t regret it.

like heath ledger days on facebook!?
 
i created this page myself to try to spread the heath ledger love throughout the world. basically ever since heath died, i take two days out of the year to remember him by watching his movies, the day of his death, january 22, and the day of his birth, april 4. i’m simply trying to spread the idea out there to other heath fans. i know there are many of us. (:

endless summer;

Thursday, June 10th, 2010

in this world we live in things can change by the second. this can be a good thing or a bad thing. we all have days that are just plain bad, but we also all have days that are so good you can’t stop thinking about them years down the road. it’s funny how your life can change in just one second, unknowingly you find yourself standing in front of something so unexpected, which can also be good or bad. you meet new people and though a lot of them will be people you wish you hadn’t met, there will surely be a few people who you will grow close to.

sometimes you might even find yourself falling head over heels for someone special, and the times you spend together will make the worst days good when you recall the memories you made. when you find the person that can make you smile in the worst times, keep them close. never take any time with them for granted, thank whatever mysterious force that brought you two together multiple times a day, happiness will soon follow.

wow, this was a really random blog, i wonder what has me thinking so deeply. haha.

let’s get out of the ‘love is all you need‘ portion of the blog, and into site updates. well, the past week or so has been crazy for me sitewise, i think i’ve put up like 3 new site layouts, and 60+ myspace layouts, a bunch of retouched photos and a handful of photoshop actions, and i still have a bunch more stuff i’d like to create and put up. i’m a busy bee, i guess. i’m also trying to balance work, family, friends, vacation planning, and more.  i would love to thank all of my lovely site go-ers, for commenting the last blog, and for applying to be affiliate, etc. it’s making the update process go smoothly.

liven up your day by clicking the big music link to the right, i’ve got some of my favorite songs of the moment on a playlist i would love for you to listen to, i’ve got a bit of everything rap, pop, rock. just give it a try, you might find something you like! (:

i feel drake takin’ over.

Thursday, May 20th, 2010

drake has successfully made his way into my heart, and now he’s my latest obsession. he makes me smile. lol. anyways, i just wanted to update the site with a new blog and layout, featuring drizzy drake. today was my last day of high school, it’s a weird feeling walking out of the building i’ve spent the majority of my days in the past four years, but enough of that sappy crap and more about the site. now that i’m out of school, i plan to start working extra hard on the site, and i’m announcing a new section for all the blackberry lovers: themes! i adore making themes, i make them for my phone all the time, haha. so i figured i’d bring them into the site, i figured at least a couple of people would be overly excited about this like i am. haha. i’ll also be spending the summer, going through the site and taking out all the crappy stuff and replacing it with good stuff.

i know a lot of you wonderful people have been inquiring about being affies, and i’m going to spend time replying to all of you starting sunday the 22nd, i’m sorry it’s taken so long to go through all my emails, and get to business, but that’s a thing of the past now my time will be spent dedicated to you lovely kiddos who took their time to read this. more later, maybe. (: